change for the blogging world, again.
Ok, so if you have not read my post "how to deal" this won't make any sense, so go read that first then come back here. ok good so here is the deal. i'm really learning about boundaries and so obviously i thought just not putting anything up here was good. well i think i was right to an extent, but then i went up to encounter and i had a couple of people say - how are you doing, we are praying for you and trying to keep up with your blog. so whats going on in my heart, will stay in my heart, but whats going on with my head i will continue to share so that all of you can know and will and continue to pray for me.
I have been so blessed to be put into a community that is so consistent in prayer for others. It's funny because I really haven't spent that much time in Auburn (6 months freshman yr and 2 months last year), but all of you I admire and just feel so loved that so many people care. I can't wait to actually get back up there. Tenative plan- i'm gonna be back in the fall. only 3 classes so hopefully i can do well. the hard part is going to be taking care of my head. Please pray that the Lord will give me discernment as to yes go and do this or no, you can't do that, you have to rest.
Last night at encounter my head was KILLING me. If you ever notice my face just turns bright red when its really bad. But anyways, i was seeing everyone and i felt horrible and my response was- i'm not that great.
BUT- here is the cool thing. I have been doing so much better. the month of may was really good. my head is always still hurting but i can do a few things and distract myself. I'm in the process of learning when i can push and when i need to stay home and rest. I saw my doctor again this past week. He took me down on one of the dosages of my meds and he gave me a new muscle relaxer. Before i took baclofen and i would take it 3 times a day, and used it like a prevenative. Well after a while meds seem to, well you seem to build a bit of tolerance. So anyway- he switched me to zanaflex. and it knocks me out. i mean out. so i'm hoping i can build up a tolerance against the sleepiness because the med itself seems to be working.
The past week has been bumpy, the month before that, good. Please keep me in your prayers. Pray that he will continue to heal me, continue to show me areas that are keeping me from that, and for courage and perserverance. I know there is reason in all of it. I can't wait to see if i do get to find out eventually. Thank you so much "checking in" and thank you again for your prayers. much love.
-christy g
I have been so blessed to be put into a community that is so consistent in prayer for others. It's funny because I really haven't spent that much time in Auburn (6 months freshman yr and 2 months last year), but all of you I admire and just feel so loved that so many people care. I can't wait to actually get back up there. Tenative plan- i'm gonna be back in the fall. only 3 classes so hopefully i can do well. the hard part is going to be taking care of my head. Please pray that the Lord will give me discernment as to yes go and do this or no, you can't do that, you have to rest.
Last night at encounter my head was KILLING me. If you ever notice my face just turns bright red when its really bad. But anyways, i was seeing everyone and i felt horrible and my response was- i'm not that great.
BUT- here is the cool thing. I have been doing so much better. the month of may was really good. my head is always still hurting but i can do a few things and distract myself. I'm in the process of learning when i can push and when i need to stay home and rest. I saw my doctor again this past week. He took me down on one of the dosages of my meds and he gave me a new muscle relaxer. Before i took baclofen and i would take it 3 times a day, and used it like a prevenative. Well after a while meds seem to, well you seem to build a bit of tolerance. So anyway- he switched me to zanaflex. and it knocks me out. i mean out. so i'm hoping i can build up a tolerance against the sleepiness because the med itself seems to be working.
The past week has been bumpy, the month before that, good. Please keep me in your prayers. Pray that he will continue to heal me, continue to show me areas that are keeping me from that, and for courage and perserverance. I know there is reason in all of it. I can't wait to see if i do get to find out eventually. Thank you so much "checking in" and thank you again for your prayers. much love.
-christy g
posted by Christy G at 6/09/2006 07:23:00 AM
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