TiME

so, its taken me a while to post how everything went. a couple of things happened. first, increased one of my meds and took me off another. but the main thing is the chiropractor. im glad i can atleast take it off my list and know that it has been ruled out. he made 3 "adjustments" to my neck (aka snapping my neck). and oh buddy it was bad. i dont even know why i let them do that, but i guess i was just hopeful. i saw him two days and that second night was brutal as far as the pain is concerned. my head is still worse than it was before i went but i think whatever made it worse is settling back down. i do want to say this- i am by no means bashing chiropractors. i am just saying that with all my problems, it definitley was not the thing for me. anyway, i miss auburn, which is good. atleast i want to come back. i remember this time last year i was miserable trying to finish school and i literally cried everytime i had to go up to auburn. so much has happened since then, but then again i feel like i'm in the same place sometimes. so this song popped in my head the other day and i think its rather appropriate:

it takes a little time sometimes

to get your feet back on the ground

it takes a little time sometimes

to get the titanic turned back around

it takes a little time sometimes

but baby you're not going down

it takes more than you've got right now

give it, give it time

what's this walking through my door

i know i've seen the look before

sometimes on faces in the street

and sometimes in the mirror looking back at me

you can't fix this pain with money

you can't rush a weary soul

you can't sweep it under the rug now honey

but it don't take a lot to know

well it may not be over by morning

but rome wasn't built in a day

you can name that thing a thousand times

and it won't make it go away

let me put my arms around you

and hold you while you weep

we've been talking and you know what, i'm sick of this talk

and it's nothing that won't keep

you can't fix this pain with money

you can't rush a weary soul

you can't sweep it under the rug now honey

but it don't take a lot to know...

thank you miss amy grant. ok so maybe not every single word, but in general you know good stuff, good encouragement, good reminder- give it time :)